This is what I thought about today...

-What ever happened to Ben Savage and the cast of boy meets world!?!?

- What ever happened to Lindsay Lohan being a lesbian?

Did you know that Howie Mandel from Deal or no Deal played Bobby from Bobbies World?! aha

I watched the premiere of The Lying Game today and WOW was I blown away. The Lying game is from the same author as Pretty Little Liars and may or may not be may new favourite show. Actress Alexandra Chando is AMAZING. I have a feeling she might be my new fav celeb of the year. 

ANYWAYS PLL time! (Pretty Little Liars) 

xo

The most beautiful sunset I've ever seen!!!

THEE most beautiful site I have ever seen. <3 Mont Tremblant

MY Christmas Wish list...aha gotta plan ahead

Christmas wish list:

1. Nokia Camera: http://en.nikon.ca/Nikon-Products/Product/Compact-Digital-Cameras/26257/COOLPIX-P500.html
2. Miss Dior Cherie perfume 
3. New Bedroom: Tiffanies blue paint on walls and chandalier picture. Frames for Teen vogue pics.
4. Tiffanies Necklace, This one: http://www.tiffany.ca/Shopping/Item.aspx?fromGrid=1&sku=GRP02486&mcat=148204&cid=573050&search_params=s+5-p+9-c+573050-r+-x+-n+6-ri+-ni+0-t+-k+
5. Louboutins 

THAT IS ALL. 

The most beautiful shoes of all time

I wanna have a bath in these shoes. I wanna marry these shoes. I wanna marry in these shoes.
They are just so beautiful.
The shoes look like Edward Cullen in the sunlight
Ahhh love <3

QOTD - Quote of the day.

"It's only the appearance of sanity that matters, remember that" - Laurel from Privileged.

wowowowowowowow

Well I'm warn out. Do you ever find that talking to some people is just so draining? Like some people make problems out of nothing and just love the fight?
I don't understand what drives people to be this way? Too be so negative...
My stomach is literally eating up my insides thinking about how mean some people can be and how they'll twist their words and say something one minute and then say they didn't say it the next to screw up your thoughts and then act like what your saying is stupid to make you confused even more and give you an end feeling of defeat. I'm out of breath aha
I've known quite a few people to do this in the last couple of years and I applaud them for being such genius's but they all live sad negative lives. Some are trying to change themselves but still look for a fight with the weak whenever they can. It's so sad to look at these people and unfortunately for me I've been a good target for them as I tend to be pretty happy go-lucky 90% of the time.
So to all you people like that, who play these mind games...I wish you the best of luck with happiness in your life.

alright aha now that I have that off my chest...I actually wrote that a day ago and so now i've come back to it and am pretty much over it.

So i was just tweeting along when I saw Heidi Montags name and I thought hmmm I wonder what she's up to these days... Then of course that led me to Spencer...which inevitably led me to a link that opened up my Itunes and played Heidi Montags songs. aha They are surprisingly catchy.
READ MY BODY LANGUAGE...I keep singing over and over again.

She performed this song at the Miss Universe a year ago and even though her dancing was pretty bad...You can definitely tell with some practise that she's got potential. Not to mention she is not shy at all and owned that stage. Ohhh Heidi.

Off too MONT TREMBLANT today with my shorty. Never been there before and since it is not winter I have no idea what to expect aha. I guess we will see won't we aha.

Anyways back to studying for my oh so secret career. Muahaha.
Life can be great if you choose it to be.

xoxo
-Bella

Goodbyeeee

I have that really annoying feeling in the pit of my stomach that you get when you know that your unhappy and someone isn't right for you.
My only concern is that I really think too much about situations and so I'm afraid that I've over-analyzied this too much but honestly, what's wrong with wanting someone to show that they miss you? Or what's wrong with wanting someone to tell you how lucky they are or tell you your beautiful even when you look the worst? aha
Is it just me or does that only happen on tv? I would really like to know because I feel like I'm straining to find that Lol. It sucks because of course everything is always so grand in the beginning and then they just change or they forget. Then I get into this annoying habit where I try so hard to get attention and I forget about what's important in my life and focus all my energy on them. Then because I'm not focusing on myself, I start to get resentful of them and then it's never the same. LOL. My friend in Cali says this is clearly a case of me needing to solve this stupid issue on my own...without boys. But I know that this issue will continue to happen until I feel accomplished in my career. Performing is all I've ever really wanted to do and this is the one thing that could determine whether I succeed or not because it's a huge distraction to me and I loose focus on my goals.
Ok so new goals: 
1) Take out thee distraction from my life.
2) Stop flirting and potentially adding new distractions LOL
3) Remind yourself every night before bed that the right guy will understand and will wait for me.

lol obviously the last one is based on hope but it's all I've got and I gotta convince myself that it is true otherwise I might let myself get distracted.

Anyways off to training!
xoxo
-Bella