Aurora...

This week I have adventured out to the city of Aurora to cat-sit. lol

Being alone has given me a lot of time to think. And catch up on shows I've missed lol. 

I've become quite attached to the show Being Erika (Picture Below). Funny enough, I had decided that this week would be dedicated to being a kind of therapy to me, mean while I stumble upon a show that's about a girl who gets therapy from a time traveller who lets her review past experiences in order for her to learn from her mistakes. 

I've been taking dance classes everyday since I got here. My muscles are severely sore, but my head hasn't felt so clear in a while. Every day I feel like I'm getting closer to understanding why I've been feeling so miserable these last couple of months. It's definitely been a journey, but I think I'm finally ready to move forward. 

I spent so much of my school year just dying for some spare time and now that I've gotten it, I've been taking advantage of it. But I just can't anymore. It's time to decide what I am going to give my all to. Otherwise I fear I'm going to be miserable in the future. Regret isn't something I want to die with. 

My Favourite Bachelorette!

Season 8 of The Bachelorette I think has been the best season so far, along with last season that featured Ali Fedotowsky. Ashley Hebert is the cutest thing ever, not to mention GORGEOUS (picture below). I'm still in shock from all the nasty comments that Bentley and some of the other contestants shared about her looks while filming the show. Her personality just shines every episode and I'm crossing my fingers that she really does find someone to love.
My Life & Style magazine beside me says that she has haha so I can't WAIT to find out who it is. HOPEFULLY either JP or Ames! If she doesn't pick of one of them then I am searching up their addresses and marrying them myself!
OK the episode just finished and Ames is safe. haha I don't know why but I'm totally in love with him. He's the sweetest person on the show (besides Jp) but he just has this charming clueless look to him thats so adorable. Usually I don't like that in a guy but he's just so established and nice that everything about him is adorable! I should start a poll and see if I'm not the only one in love with him haha.
xo

Redesigning my Life today

So I watched a program on Katy Perry the other day and she said something that hit home with me. She said, " I want to be the celebrity that everyone always wonders what is she gonna do next? Like Madonna". I've always strived to stand out. It's just natural to me. I hate hiding in the shadows and I hate not feeling different. So I'm recreating my look again. Going through pictures of my favourite celebs and looking through books like Trinny & Susannah's 'Who Do You Want To Be Today'.

So here are a couple of photos of pictures that are inspiring my new look.
The Last image is from the new fall 2011 collection of The Row.
 Check it out:

Oh to blog again...

I've started many blogs over the years. One I actually became very committed to. Not to mention became very open to. It got me into a lot of trouble back in the day. haha
It was more a way of expressing myself in a time that I just couldn't.
So heres to starting again... to new changes, and to tasting a new champagne.

xox